and i have officially tap'd out of the FB conversastion. i sent my well wishes to those i respect and love. i didnt want them to think my silence was me giving up. or not caring. i support their persistence. but after breaking into a face, back and arm full of hives over stress - i aint pretending this shyt stops when i log off. my life is affected. all parts of my life. and the placating is just insulting. i decided. any further conversation from my part will happen in person, on the phone or maybe even IM. atleast then im speaking to a person that has to respond, not ride the wave of whoever said what they almost meant.
i have to find some graphics which feel good for this next project. that's what i do when i stress. i find other projects to pull my attention. i am a life size gumby doll. fuk wit me.