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Mar. 30th, 2010 @ 12:47 pm its raining today
and i have officially tap'd out of the FB conversastion. i sent my well wishes to those i respect and love. i didnt want them to think my silence was me giving up. or not caring. i support their persistence. but after breaking into a face, back and arm full of hives over stress - i aint pretending this shyt stops when i log off. my life is affected. all parts of my life. and the placating is just insulting. i decided. any further conversation from my part will happen in person, on the phone or maybe even IM. atleast then im speaking to a person that has to respond, not ride the wave of whoever said what they almost meant.

i have to find some graphics which feel good for this next project. that's what i do when i stress. i find other projects to pull my attention. i am a life size gumby doll. fuk wit me.
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From:mahoganybrowne
Date:March 30th, 2010 05:32 pm (UTC)
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alot of race talk.
alot of pointing the finger.
very few apologies.
alot of hurt people that i care deeply for.

all from the poetry community.
my heart feels heaviest today.
im not sure why -- but it does.
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From:mahoganybrowne
Date:March 31st, 2010 01:40 am (UTC)
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mobrowneebk is my handle.
thursday is good.

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From:mahoganybrowne
Date:April 1st, 2010 08:45 pm (UTC)
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had a photoshoot.
and a bit of sunstroke.
let's give it a go when you
return... i think im pooped.